The day: New Years Day, The Place: NEW YORK! I just spent new years eve in NYC!!!!! talk about achieving lifetime goals right?
Speaking of goals, today is the day where millions of people world wide promise to make themselves better on the inside and out and make promises to change some aspect of their life, presumably for the better. Aah the fresh smell of New Years resolutions in the morning! So since this whole 30 day challenge is about change, what better to do than to announce my new years resolution with you kind folks?
I AM GOING TO LOOSE WEIGHT!!!! :) Easier said than done. remember that whole thing in the previous posting about being really insecure about myself? well here it is. The big insecurity. This is my biggest set back. I'm fat. I have been struggling with this my entire life, and, though true I've won a few battles, over all I've been loosing...or should I say gaining. And to some people I know, I'm sure I've been sounding like a broken record lately, truth is I've barely started being able to talk about it now. Its the biggest negative element in my life and its even really hard for me just to type these words. And as I begin to more fully understand the severity of my problem, especially in this line of business, the worse i get at managing it. And though I'm not exactly like Peter Griffin, I'm still big enough put me off leading man and into character actor, which is my biggest fear.
So here's the place. My mecca. I'll start here and I'll find myself that drive and confidence to carry myself back under the 200 mark on my scale and on to the stage doing the roles I dream about. So to 201, prepare to be dominated!!!!
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